I Can't Believe It Is Happening Again

Happy Easter everyone!

I was holding off on my next post until we reached the one year anniversary since Judi's last surgery. That date was April 5. Unfortunately, our world has been turned upside down again and I had to put Judi back into the hospital on April 4. So what I had planned as an upbeat picture of where we were heading in the coming years, is going to be the start of yet another road block on the road to Judi's recovery. I will do my best not to become negative, but I would be untruthful if I said I was anything but devastated by the recent turn of events. I have actually written and re-written this blog entry a couple of times since I started it on Easter Sunday. You'll see what I mean a little later.

Last week I noticed that the appearance of Judi's incision had started to change. It appeared that it was being "sucked in" to her head. The incision has changed appearance in the past, but each time it raises my sensitivity level to monitor for additional changes. I also noticed a significant change in her behavior. There were a lot of weather changes occurring during this time and changes in barometric pressure often impact people's behavior that have undergone surgeries similar to Judi. Both of these are also warning signs that something could be changing in her head (a shunt problem being one of them), so I was on the alert. I spoke with her neurosurgeon on Monday and he arranged for her to get a CT scan the first thing Tuesday to see what was going on.

As soon as the neurosurgeon saw the CT scan, I was called to get Judi to the hospital and admitted right away. The CT did not show any issues with the shunt or infections, but did identify some air between the outer layer of the skin and the prosthesis that is currently in her head. This was very bad news. The presence of air indicates one of two things: 1)a large infection exists somewhere, or 2)a breach exists in her head that is allowing fluid to leak out and air to leak in. They immediately started her on several IV antibiotics as a precaution while we worked to figure out what was going on. Infections that are large enough to create these air pockets are usually very visible on a CT and the patients are usually very sick. Based on this and the negative results from all of the infection tests/scans, we don't believe this is the issue. The general concensus is that with the degrading state of the incision, it is most likely breached and is allowing some fuid to drain and air to enter the cavity left behind.

So why is air bad? The air itself is not the problem. The problem is that if air has entered her system through a breach, bacteria has as well. The bacteria can result in an infection if not dealt with. I won't go into a discussion on what could happen if infection gets into her brain, but it would be a very bad thing. The antibiotics will hopefully kill any bacteria that it reaches, which brings us to the complication. The prosthesis is not living tissue so there is no blood circulating through it or around it in some areas. Since the blood flow is what gets the antibiotics to the bacteria, there is a high probability that bacteria could have contaminated the prosthesis from the leak and the antibiotics will be ineffective in killing it.

The plan was to treat her with antibiotics through the weekend and take her to surgery early the following week and remove the prosthesis. I can only describe this as a heart breaking turn of events for us. Many of you remember what happened to Judi when we had to remove the bone flap back in 2010 due to the infection that developed under the flap. Judi degraded quickly and after about 2 months she had regressed to essentially the same level as when I first brought her home. When we installed the prosthesis in April of last year, she started gaining ground almost immediately. A large number of people in Judi's condition exhibit this response. They don't know why, only that it is a real condition and of course Wilkerson luck would put Judi in that category. Judi has never recovered to the same level that she had reached when we had to remove the bone flap. Unfortunately, this often occurs as well and in all likelihood (from a medical stand point) she will not recover as much when her head is repaired the next time.

We had come to grips with what we had to do and then all of a sudden the incision started to heal. The options started to change then and I thought all of our prayers had been answered. We had actually developed a plan to discharge her to a wound management group and I had convinced them to include hyperbaric oxygen therapy as well. I was starting to think we might be OK. I won't go into all the details, but the night before we were going to discharge her, the incision started to degrade in a different area. My heart sank when I saw it. You could actually see the plastic prosthesis through the incision. A subsequent CT scan showed that even more air had entered her head indicating that there was still a breach. This eliminated any possibility of leaving the prosthesis in. The risk is just too high that an infection will occur.

So here we are (Friday the 13th), waiting for her to go to surgery. She was scheduled for yesterday, but emergency cases and higher priority cases pushed her off the schedule. This is one of the bad things about MCG, but I try to remember we did the same to someone when Judi was brought in almost three years ago. I'll keep everyone up to date as we work through this. The standard protocol is 2-3 months of antibiotics (depends on cultures) and a period of 6-12 months before going back in. We obviously have to do something different the next time. She has had problems twice now with things that are not living (bone flap and prosthesis). There is a graft that is done that takes rib bones and tissue to build her a living structure and is closed by a muscle flap that is also connected to a blood supply. This is a BIG surgery, but something like this will most likely be the next option. I will be taking her to some plastic surgery specialty centers to understand what options there are. With all the work being done with our returning troops, there may be some more options that are less invasive for Judi. I obviously want to get some other opinions anyway to make sure she is getting the best possible opportunity to recover. If she starts to lose ground like she did last time, I'll work with them on what the right schedule is forger "total" health and well being.

We had planned to make our final move to the condo over the long Easter weekend, but we spent it here instead. I am not sure when we will do it now. We will have to see how Judi does and adjust as necessary. I had planned to take Judi on her first beach trip since her injury this weekend for her birthday (April 15), but we'll just wait a little longer. We are still going to try and get to Facebook to make it a little easier to get out some quick updates. I'll make sure everyone knows when we are getting close. Please keep Judi in your prayers. We need every one of them. A special thanx to my SRR co-workers that have been lifting us up in prayer. I continue to be humbled and amazed at the support we have received. Those prayers will be what lets her come back against the medical odds I mentioned above. I never could get my computer to connect using the MCG system, so I had to use my IPad to make the entry. There are several limitations(no spell check for one) using this as an input device instead of a computer. Hopefully I didn't make too many mistakes.

Steve